December 2009
9 posts
Dec 31st
the english language
i think there should be more words that mean beauty and more words that mean love. how they are now is too broad.
Dec 27th
i like crying. it’s nice. i like that my God can make tragedy so beautiful.
Dec 27th
beauty
does beauty lie in the eyes of the beholder? surely there must be some absolutes. but what are they? does everyone think clouds are beautiful? or stars? or oceans? or music? im sure there aren’t too many people who hate clouds, stars, oceans, or music. many people are quite indifferent, though.  what i would define as beauty is often overlooked. does that make it less beautiful? i myself...
Dec 26th
major
im considering changing from a youth ministry major to a youth ministry minor and majoring in english with an emphasis on teaching. some sort of decision has to be made sooner than i would like.
Dec 22nd
nostalgia
have you ever been nostalgic about nothing in particular? it happens to  me a lot. it’s pouring rain in lodi right now. the rain normally makes me so happy. the rain is usually a reminder of the presence of peace amongst the chaos. not today though. i don’t know why. i feel nostalgic today. i feel such a profound longing. i want to go back to better times.  i want to return to some...
Dec 22nd
fail
iamthosepeople: logmatthew: so, this whole “im gunna have a blog and not tell anyone was an epic fail for two reasons. 1. i havent done anything with it 2. drew found my site so…. im just gunna do the usual thing and follow people and such.  im not gunna post my link anywhere but ill add the people who i know have blogs. hopefully ill actually write stuff more. Yeah, sorry about that,...
Dec 10th
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antsy
i wanna get out.  I dont know what it is.  It could be that finals and papers are going on right now and im so stressed with school. it could be that shaynna just left for vietnam and thailand for 7 weeks. it could be that matt is going to Australia for 6 months in a few weeks.  I dont know why exactly, but i want to leave.  i just spent about 45 minutes on facebook looking at pictures from road...
Dec 9th
fail
so, this whole “im gunna have a blog and not tell anyone was an epic fail for two reasons. 1. i havent done anything with it 2. drew found my site so…. im just gunna do the usual thing and follow people and such.  im not gunna post my link anywhere but ill add the people who i know have blogs. hopefully ill actually write stuff more.
Dec 9th
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